Sunday, January 29, 2012


Just as usual, today I went to church.....ALONE. My brother didn't wanna get his butt up off the bed and so, I decided to go alone.

I spent this Sunday at home, doing homework and studying for biology test tomorrow. The practical exam and final exam will be held on March and the National Final Exam will be held on April so I should prepare my self and I know I can do it. I wish I could graduate with really satisfying grades.

Yesterday was a really great day, my BFFs came to my house and do our TIK assignment together :) but sadly my notebook didn't work as well as it used to be, so we decided to make fun in my bedroom :) I can't publish our activites because it will be a long-long post and you all will get bored with my post *smirk*

How's your Sunday?

p.s. : it's raining outside, the wind go crazy, it feels like the end of life :( oh, don't talk about it again.

Friday, January 27, 2012

don't read it just find out what's the point

You must be wondering why I got a fashion quote but I don't even post my daily outfits? I'm so sorry, I'm in a program of losing weight and I think it's prettier if I wear clothes with slimmer body. I also want to show to other girls out there who love fashion but fat (like me, actually), just try to lose your weight. It's not just about appeareance, it's about your own health. Don't let it make you feel uncomfortable.

I really felt sad when people start calling me 'fatty' , or something else. I am fat, but do not give me any hurting opinion like that. Please be my motivator, so I can learn how to lose my weight and stay in shape. I know it's hard, but when you guys say something hurting like that, it just even feels more harder. It seems like no one's gonna care about me losing so much weight, they will keep calling me 'fatty' .

I realize it when I woke up in the morning and stepped on the scale. And I was like crazy seeing the number appeared at the scale. Then, I realize, I should do something for me. For my health. I promise I will eat less and exercise more. I will do everything to make me healthier. You will see the healthier me. And you will see so many clothes that fit my body.

Okay, then..

Thursday, January 26, 2012

I Confess that..

  1.  I'm a girl who acts like a boy
  2.  I never give a damn on people who hate me
  3.  I always wanna be healthy, not skinny
  4.  I love bright red
  5.  Although it doesn't suit my skin tone
  6.  I'm pretty good at singing.
  7.  I only have one guy friend that I really trust
  8.  I really love boys that effortlessly make me laugh so loud
  9.  I love my messy hair
  10.  I love unhealthy food
  11.  I can be the scariest person you ever met
  12.  I'm a noisy person
  13.  I always get sad when I see a baby crying
  14.  I love Western and American boybands
  15.  I adore Zooey Deschanel's voice
  16.  I wish I had tarantula as my pet
  17.  I'm always hungry
  18.  I eat more when I'm bored
  19.  I can't be mad at someone
  20.  I always forget what I want to say
  21.  I often lose my phone
  22.  I love my classmates
  23.  I drink strawberry milkshake
  24.  I'm a rascal girl
  25.  I'm not good at sport.
  26.  But I love swimming
  27.  I love bright colours
  28.  But I often wear nude
  29.  I don't like Selena Gomez since she said that Zayn Malik is cute
  30.  I love songs that inspire me
  31.  I have my mom's shoulder as the best place to cry on
  32.  I'm the shortest among my gang
  33.  I love genius boy
  34.  I love seeing a baby sneezing
  35.  I forget when was the last time I cried.
  36.  I love my school's Monday uniform
  37.  I'm a photojournalist for my school magazine
  38.  When I see a dog, I always have someone who looks like it
  39.  I always want to go home soon
  40.  I don't like Indonesian boyband or girlband
  41.  But I'm not a hater
  42.  I love girl with sexy cheek bones
  43.  I often imagine what should I wear
  44.  I love my brother's wardrobe
  45. I'm a faithful lover
  46. I never cheat on anyone
  47. I am a good listener
  48. I can be your best secret-keeper
  49. I have my friend's childhood photo
  50. I'm kind of selfish
  51. I got underestimate-syndrome
  52. Sometimes I talk to myself
  53. I love making quote, not copying quote
  54. I'm the expert of making people jealous
  55. I bully my lil' sister LOL
  56. I always think that senior year sucks
  57. I hate wearing hot pants and super mini skirt
  58. I love my mom's wardrobe
  59. I miss the little me
  60. I looked pretty that time
  61. I'm absolutely not skinny
  62. I'm working on my abs
  63. Trying to make my body stay in shape is the hardest thing ever
  64. I'll get angry easily
  65. I don't like washing hands
  66. So I always bring my favorite hand sanitizer
  67. I love Ox-Tongue Steak
  68. I think sushi is the most disgusting yet the most delicious food ever
  69. Now, I want to eat creme brulee
  70. I'm still 14 years old
  71. I seldom cry.
  72. It's useless for me
  73. I wanna be fashion designer
  74. But I can't draw
  75. So I change my dream job to fashion photography
  76. I always wanna be in the front row watching Paris Fashion Week
  77. I don't know how to start conversation with new friends
  78. I'm awkward.
  79. I love Allison Harvard
  80. I love myself more than I love anyone else.

Monday, January 23, 2012

feel that

Today was such a special day, not just because of the Chinese New Year but it's really a special day. I don't know I just feel that. And by the way I passed the test! I'm really happy. You should see me jumping on my small sized bed lol

I also did a photoshoot with my brother as a model. He's really talented :) Sorry for now I can't publish it, my brother's notebook really sucks. I wanted to capture what I wore today too, but it seemed like I'm the only person (in my family) who knows how to use my camera. But I guess my brother's just not used to it, so I must let him playing with my camera for a while.

if this notebook get better I promise I will publish the photo.So how's your Monday? I'm sure it's lovelier than other Mondays :)

It's so scary out there, anyway. The rain's pouring down, the storms are angry and the clouds are sad.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Videos To Watch

I picked these three music videos for you to watch :) Those are my favorite so far :)

One Direction - One Thing

JoJo - Disaster


Iyaz ft. Travie McCoy : Pretty Girls
(Source : Youtube)


SUNNY SUNDAY (i hope so)

Hi everyone :) how's your sunday? mine is kinda boring, just like last Sunday -___- , Buuuttt, I'm gonna go to church this evening! Yaayayayay! :D

Now I'm in my brother's room, and I found some good stuff here. I will post the photos as soon as I can ;) His room is very comfortable, and bigger than mine, of course >< I wish I could have his room! Soft pillows, warm blanket, large wardrobe....ARGH. Why it has to be a boy who owns this room :((

Sooo, I'm gonna tell you about my placement test yesterday. It was fun, exciting, scary, YOU NAME IT. The questions is kinda hard, but I'm sure I can do it :)) I met 2 new friends from another school, they're Licha from St. Agnes Surabaya and Beatrice from St. Yusup Banyuwangi, they were niceeee people <3 can't wait to see them!

We started the test at 2 P.M (woaaaa) and finished at 4 P.M. After that, there was an interview with the teachers. The interview was fun, I think. I was so relax and answered the questions easily. They were so kind, and I really wish I could be in this school. I CAN!

I just realize that tomorrow is Chinese New Year, although I don't celebrate it, I wish for a prosperous new year for those who celebrate it!
Happy early Chinese New Year Everyone ! ^^

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

My Favorite Quote for Today

Rachel Hansen:  "Look, I know you think she was the one, but I don't. Now, I think you're just remembering the good stuff. Next time you look back, I, uh, I really think you should look again."

It's so hard to find a picture of a scene when Tom was sitting with Rachel after she played football with her friends. I was wishing to get that picture and I had googled it but I found nothing.

Then suddenly, my friend send me an email.

She sent me this. Tom and Rachel were talking about Summer
inspired :)

Does anyone think that Rachel looks like Elle Fanning? I always can't find any difference between Chloe Moretz and Elle Fanning. They both are cute, talented, and stylish :)

Learned Something Today

I've just watched '500 Days Of Summer'. Zooey Deschanel, my favorite girl was in that movie. It taught me that you can't never plan anything that wasn't meant to be planned. A simple example like, when you meet 'the one' or 'the last' or 'something that you never want to lose' it's not under your control. Maybe you'll meet him when you're at a bakery, bookstore, or at your favorite place. You might think that you'll meet him for only once. But one thing you should know, when God says you and him are meant to be, He will set the best place for you both to meet again. And I think it is the sweetest mystery that brings you to the 'happily ever after' life.

Saturday, January 14, 2012


Hola! I'm back ;) I just want to post something about my boy.

He's in a boyband, he has really great black hair with a really great voice too.
He's the one who always be in my dreams
He's such a great guy with a really cute smile that can light up my world like NOBODY ELSE.
I think I'm in love with this guy cause he's just so amazing.

(source : Fanpage)
O la laaa! You guys are tricked! :D he's not my boyfriend or something LOL  he's ZAYN MALIK, he's one of One Direction's member ;)
Look at his eyes! Isn't it beautiful? >< arghhhh I can't help it if he looks like a sexy angel :DD

Maybe you think I like him because of his face. I love his face BUT I love his voice too <3 he's so talented and I wish I can see him a lot more on TV and movies because he's so good to be an actor :DD

I think that's all. I have no idea about what to write in this post. When I see his photo, everything's just BLANK. I only see his face LOL

Byeee all ! :D

Thursday, January 12, 2012

I Need More Effort

I'm so drowning on my school tasks. But thank God in school we do it in a group so I still have enough time to enjoy life and drink a cup of jasmine tea.

Sooo, here is a photo of me with a necklace worn as headband. My mom bought it in a work trip to Bali. I really love this thing 'cause it suits almost all of my favourite colours.

My really ugly face x_x *sigh*
 This is the one of those other short posts. I have mathematic course at 7.30 :) Bye everyone!

:Loving someone is like listening to your favourite song.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Final Exam

2 months to the National Final Exam. I don't know it's going to be exciting or scary. I'll prepare myself to face those tests and I hope I would get the best score that I deserve for all I've been working on.